[IO2M] 36. Diabarha - At Night (full version)
=== _AT NIGHT (FULL VERSION) === There is also you in this story. You, who is haunted by nightmares and visions during sleep. You can't wake up until you find that person who cared the most about you. You raise your head up. There is unknown woman sitting in front of you, at the opposite side of the table. You can't see her face drown in shadow. She smokes in silence, probably waiting for you to begin with your own story. Read the full novel, written as scenario for this song: [Polish] https://www.wattpad.com/story/3829677... (original) [English] https://www.wattpad.com/story/3812280... ~~~ DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental. Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant. IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems. ~~~ Short version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvF9d... The main ideas for the story come from own dreams and nightmares; I won't tell which exactly I experienced, because I want it to be a continuous story, not just a bunch of separate ones, but many *actual* dreams were included. It all started from one dream (around 2014/15) that I remembered, and felt so real that I woke up out of stress. Through years, the idea evolved into a scenario (spoiler: look for a woman whose name starts with "K"), then into a song (see At Night short version), next into a video game that I have never finished nor published, and finally into this novel, then my longest song ever based on novel. It all started from a short, single dream, and extended piece by piece, over years became a wide universe inside my imagination. Whole IO2M (and therefore, the original IOTM) is also somehow related with this universe. Work of my life, now I can finally rest. Peace. ~~~ Title: At Night (full version) Track number: 36/36 Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M) Genre(s)/BPM: (various) Used scale(s): (various) YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... Netlabel: SKRD4EVER Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/... Background drawing is one of my OCs. === Timeline === 0:00:00 1A The Train 0:12:48 1B Right Decision 0:22:21 2A Inside Me 0:29:48 2B Wall 0:40:58 3A Rescue Operation 1:02:20 3B Surrounded by Unknown 1:08:08 4A Kitchen 1:13:20 4B Tracking the Chaser 1:22:03 4C Labirynth 1:32:04 5A Open Plain 1:43:08 5B Go Deeper 1:49:44 6A Room 1:54:46 6B In Despair and Tears 2:00:00 6C My Love Forever 2:09:37 6D Ruthless 2:13:52 6E Tooth Fairy 2:17:11 7A No Man's Land 2:32:40 7B Chaplain 2:47:52 8A Flawed Memory 2:58:49 8B Dead Like Them 3:09:26 8C What's Your Name I 3:17:40 9A What's Your Name II 3:23:11 9B Void City 3:36:00 9C Wrong Place 3:48:16 10A Down The Stream 3:51:40 10B Good Old Days 3:55:04 10C Hatchery 3:59:00 10D Lost My Hope 4:05:33 11A Grey Shore 4:18:07 11B Denny & Hettie 4:29:41 12A Scarcity 4:38:39 12B Whisper Runaway 4:44:55 12C Blindfolded 4:54:49 13A Fresh Meat 5:03:30 13B Hall of Darkness 5:14:41 14A At the Bottom Stars 5:26:55 14B Everywhere and Anytime 5:41:24 14C Your Majesty 5:50:08 15A Hostile Meadows 6:00:00 15B Path of Eternity 6:18:32 15C Gatekeepers 6:29:45 16A Chamber Escape 6:35:55 16B Reflected Terror 6:45:27 16C Dragonbreath 6:55:28 17A Static Nightmare 7:10:53 17B Reversed Battle 7:23:33 17C Tornado 7:38:05 18A Come to Me 7:53:24 18B null
[SKRDIGI010] Diabarha - Ilda Owns Two Masters Ilda is a fictional protagonist of the whole album (except the 36th track), she's a schizo born in '98, raised at orphanage and now living alone but with her multiple internal people, hallucinations and delusions. When the relapse hits, it's not fun, it's a continuous nightmare, and you cannot say what is real and what isn't. Check out IOTM main: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBzDehsJycMXp9TqO-bR0nQ Full album released in SKRD4EVER. Rate, comment and download via link in videos.

[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - It's Just Relapse

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[IO2M] 02. Diabarha - Eclipse

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[IO2M] 03. Diabarha - Our Destiny

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[IO2M] 04. Diabarha - Nostalgia

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[IO2M] 05. Diabarha - Take Me with You

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[IO2M] 06. Diabarha - Witch

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Steampunk Machine Full Album DOWNLOAD: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album Self-released Sequel of Cyberpunk Machine (2013): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbC0LSXHnTL0sXdY_Td69Loa ---------- ALL RIGHTS OF ORIGINAL IMAGES BELONGS TO THEIR CREATORS (NOT ME!). [except tracks 01 and 10] ---------- Tracklist: 01. Duel (7:38) 02. Seized Love (8:55) 03. Stigma (8:45) 04. Dirty Revolution (8:19) 05. The Creation Has Became the Creator (8:08) 06. Farewell, My Sword (8:58) 07. Naval Memento (11:25) 08. Vaporized (10:02) 09. Vorpal Blade (9:28) 10. Return to the Dead Zone (8:56) 11. Primordial Strength (9:40) 12. The ADAM and EVE (9:31) 13. Airship Down (9:25)

[Steampunk Machine] 01. Diabarha - Duel

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[Steampunk Machine] 02. Diabarha - Seized Love

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[Steampunk Machine] 03. Diabarha - Stigma

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[Steampunk Machine] 04. Diabarha - Dirty Revolution

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The PURGE is a short story of opening your eyes. Whatever bad action you made, you realize it was wrong, fills you up with remorse and eventually makes you demand a punishment. Goes quickly from "I regret nothing" to "I regret that my mother gave a birth to such monster". Short timeline includes sadism and aggression that turns into sadness, which turns into autoaggression and finally a depression while being overwhelmed with guilt, a deeper regret of previous actions. However, it's too late already and the penalty you've wanted before, is inevitable. Not to spoil too much, go ahead and enjoy!
Today I'd like to present you another darker piece of work. Onto Brink is album focusing on different - usually wrong - states of mind. Describes various deviations and mental issues, allowing you to feel what such people may actually feel, and reach into their brains, which isn't always a safe place. Can be referred as a sequel to Inside Of The Mind (2014). The album itself is divided into 5 modules, each of them working on another field: A. Schizophrenic / Wrapper - twisted stories 01. Deception 02. Onto Brink ... 28. Skyline B. Delusional / Night - a crime scene 03. Feed Me Master 04. Outcast 05. Pendulum of Death 06. Flesh Falling Apart 07. Impaled Innocence C. Depressing / Evening - mental hospital diaries 08. Missing Element 09. By the Choice of Loner 10. Möbius Strip 11. Girl from Kaleidoscope 12. Envelope 13. Neverending Catharsis 14. Everything Will Be Okay D: PTSD / Noon - veteran interviews 15. Sweet Home 16. Imagine 17. Armed Avalanche 18. Caterpillar 19. Circle of Devouring 20. Augmented Imperfection E: Anxious / Morning - isolation & trauma mental treatment 21. Terminalis Cantata 22. Relic 23. Plastic Dad I 24. Plastic Dad II 25. More Than Your Life 26. No Rest 27. The Final Rhapsody All tracks and stories are licensed as CC3 - free for non-commercial use. Have a nice trip! Diabarha

[Deathstep] 01. Diabarha - Deception

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[Extratone] 02. Diabarha - Onto Brink

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[Dark Techno] 03. Diabarha - Feed Me Master

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[Extratone] 04. Diabarha - Outcast

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[Speedcore] 05. Diabarha - Pendulum of Death

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[Extratone] 06. Diabarha - Flesh Falling Apart

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WaifuCore (no netlabel/self) Year: 2022

[WaifuCore] 01. Diabarha - Air Raid

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[WaifuCore] 02. Diabarha - Hounds

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[WaifuCore] 03. Diabarha - Obsessive Lover

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[WaifuCore] 04. Diabarha - Belfast Hakken

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[WaifuCore] 05. Diabarha - Mantis

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[WaifuCore] 06. Diabarha - Reaching the Deeper Sky

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Sufficient to Continue SKRD!!!-139 Year: 2022

[StC] 01. Diabarha - Social Exercising

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[StC] 02. Diabarha - City Center

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[StC] 03. Diabarha - A Tale of Abandoned Cat

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[StC] 04. Diabarha - Campfire

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[StC] 05. Diabarha - Sun of the Evening

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Portrait SKRD!!!-134 Year: 2021

[Portrait] 01. Diabarha - Creeping Machinery

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[Portrait] 02. Diabarha - A Tree Without Bark

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[Portrait] 03. Diabarha - Dirge for The Mankind

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[Portrait] 04. Diabarha - Venusian Beauty

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[Portrait] 05. Diabarha - Silent Seconds

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[Portrait] 06. Diabarha - Needed The Same as Yours

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--- Confession of Lazarus --- Digital version @ Speedcore Worldwide Release date: 22.05.2021 ~~~ "Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me." John 11:41-42 NIV

[CoL] 01. Diabarha - Enclosure

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[CoL] 02. Diabarha - Lo-Fi Terror

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[CoL] 03. Diabarha - Russian Piano

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[CoL] 04. Diabarha - Alien

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[CoL] 05. Diabarha - Scattered Remains

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[CoL] 06. Diabarha - Singer Gunslinger

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SKRD!!!-128 / Schrödinger's Soul (short S'sS) Full Album

[S'sS] 01. Diabarha - Schrödinger's Soul

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[S'sS] 02. Diabarha - Antidote

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[S'sS] 03. Diabarha - Off The Phone

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[S'sS] 04. Diabarha - Robot

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[S'sS] 05. Diabarha - When Reflection Spits

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[S'sS] 06. Diabarha - Sibling

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Full album / Rupture @ SKRD!!!-116 Title track / 07 "What is Rupture? Baby, it hurts me..." When it all suddenly comes to the end, all your life together, all the time spent on doing common things, all the magic, bang! it's over, now! And it keeps tormenting you - such the love is for me. Yet painful and scary, but beautiful and priceless - you can't buy that. Beautiful before the breakup. Painful after that. And scary because the breakup can always happen, even if you have built your relationship for ages, it can be easily destroyed with one thing wrong. Or sometimes just with one sentence, like "no more". For me, to live for nothing would mean to die with nothing. To live for someone means to die with someone. Now I realized how creepy it might sound like... especially if I said such stuff on a first date. Yeah, I'm laughing now, but it could happen before. What she'd been thinking, I'll never know. Or, we can think of the rupture as before breakup happens. Before everything happens. Like back to the moment of falling in love with someone. That was so hard for me as well, like sudden drop of everything, apocalyptic storm, hardcore burst inside - even when looking calm outside. Like a hydraulic system under high pressure can burst at any moment, exploding and shattering everything around, no matter if it's alive or not - because I know I will never be able to get her attention. Say whatever, this I'm sure of. And maybe I will shed these tears even in my coffin because of that. I was rejected multiple times, sure, it happens. Nothing special, I know, I know. But once, for a moment, it has even changed my thinking of women. I started to think of them like of soulless monsters craving for only two things: money and sex. To use a man, then abandon, and start over, looking for next victim. Incel-like thinking, this is what I'm ashamed of, and I both admit and regret it. I blame noone for my fails; it was just the matter of surroundings and characters difference. Of course it wouldn't be complete if I didn't mention spring as the potential time for the rupture/burst, yet this one doesn't need anyone around. More, if there is anyone around, the burst isn't as strong as it would be. Hormone storm, a real cyclone devastating all your heart and brain at once, while it's trying to build something new. Quick look inside, and you know it started. After cold winter, maybe even during this time. Beautiful thing, so hard to withstand; and really destructive when there's nobody to talk with. Or - finally, the rupture can take place after the relationship started, but before it's gone - like to the married couple. Routine; all days same, we know everything about the other person, so it seems just pointless when going any further. Then you realize that he or she is with you for some reason, maybe the same that you are with. And one sparkle leads to the relationship renovation, like you never know each other. Who's living long with someone, might know that feeling - if not, then maybe it still is waiting for you, even if you planned to quit marriage or something already. And this one I'd like to go through, this much I'd like to feel. Long-term relationship, with romantic evenings, which could resemble school times, where you were convicted for the same people for all these years. And to have one beautiful person next to me, that would be great. Because this album is not only about breaking up, but about love as well. How far I could ever go, I still need one thing, as the creation is always over destruction! Enough poetry and drama; confession's over. Let the music speak now.